Tears Fall

And I realize what I have done wrong. I can hardly see, but I see within me more clearly. What mistakes I made this past week, and the pain I caused. And really, it will just reflect upon me. They say you reap what you sow and that is true in so many ways. I can't ever say what needs to be said, because all that matters is doing what needs to be done. I can't go back and fix the past, even if I would give my hands to do so. To never be able to type another word, or play another note, if I could just make things right. If I could fix the wrongs, then things would be ok, and I wouldn't need these songs to get me through. In the end I hurt myself, by realizing that I am not as great of a friend as I thought I was. The only wish that I can now make, and hope for it to come true, is that you will find something redeeming within who I am, that will make you want to let me show you, that I can work through what I have been feeling. That I will be able to show you I care... I just needed to work through everything, and it hit me at finals week. How can I ruin what means so much.... Pray for me someone, thats all I ask.

As a p.s. There is only one person I care about reading this...